no, it's not what you think.

Touch Rug

Sucks!

My gpa is dropping man. What the hell la seriously. I was expecting better results than this, far better. And to think i've worked so hard for exams and common tests. Oh well, work harder next sem i guess. Sucks man, totally.

Last sat, we recorded our first win of the tournament when we beat kongsberg shadows 4-3. Wtf man, it could have been higher. Idiots, they don't mark their field properly. But well, we won so who gives a shit anyway. More wins to come!

I couldn't find a job for this holiday. I think i'm just gonna waste my holidays away, like what i always do. Hahaha! I'm determined to work hard next sem. So this holiday will prove to be useful to relieve some stress.

Fuck!

Six Packs 7 - 3 NP

Yeah, we had our first WTL match this afternoon. We lost to Six Packs by 4 tries. I feel that we did better than expected, especially in the first half. It was a waste that we didn't bring our first half performance to the second. The scoreline at the end of the first half was 4-3, we were just trailing by only 1 try. I guess we lost our cool in the second.

Ha, my injury is back again. And it seems like it has spread to the rest of my legs. Everything below my waist don't feel right, except for the centre part which is fine. Hahahaha! Let's finish this tournament in style!

Finally.

Finally, exams are over! I felt a sense of relief after passing up my paper today even though i know i screwed it up. A pass is more or less secured but still falls short of my aim. Anyway, it's over. Don't wanna waste time and effort to think about it especially when i'm suffering from a headache right now.

I don't know what activities are lined up for me this holiday. As usual, trainings on tues and thurs. BUT for this holiday, i have a major tournament coming up. It's called the Winter Touch League and it comprises of almost all the top touch rugby teams in Singapore. I do hope to contribute to the team and win something out of it. It's held every sat for 8 weeks. Cool man!

Other than that, i guess i'm relatively free. Bloody hell, i don't wanna face the com everyday and return to 34 (waist size). I'll need a very flexible job, say working only 3 days per week? Anyone who have such an offer, please let me know. Thanks, owe u 1.

Things changed, people changed.

You know, exams are just round the corner. Another 3 more days before my first paper, and 7 more to my last. And well, 7 more days before i can start eating chips, like i promised. Hahaha!

I haven't started on ABT cause i don't know where to start. I'm kinda lost actually but i don't really care. I went to watch Love Guru a couple of days back. I must say, not bad. Hahaha! The jokes were damn funny but some of them are quite uncatchable, if u get what i mean.

I think i look quite fat when i'm wearing that brazil jersey. Well, I THINK. Haha! Thick Skinned!

I hate exams. I don't wanna study, but i have to. That's the part that sucks.

Hack it.

The exams are just round the corner and i have 6 papers. Yes, one for each module. Wtf man, totally. Having Landscape Management as an open book didn't help much. Having FRM as the only non-memorizing module just made things worst. So in a way, i have hell lots of stuff to memorize for 4 modules. And given the way that i am, i think i'll just do selective memorizing. Which means choosing only some to memorize and spend the rest of the time praying that those that i didn't memorize will not be tested.

WTL is in 1 month's time. I really really wanna play for that after missing out on last year's. So i guess i'll have to let my shin suffer for a while more. And my knee as well. Something's just wrong with it but i just can't pin point where. It's not pain, it's more like it's gonna break anytime with any warning. Well, maybe not that bad. Hahaha!

Other than that, i guess everything's fine. I'm looking for a job though. I don't wanna waste my holidays away. I wanna do something meaningful, get a job, earn some money, go on a chillax trip to msia or something. Well, that would be nice!

By the way, blogging is getting boring.

NTU Touch Attack!

I know i'm staring again ( please refer to older post). And guess what! This time, it's a guy. HAHAHA!

Double What the Fuck!

Pictures are coming soon! Hopefully this thurs. Then u guys will get to see nice tries from NtuTouchAttack. School is boring, damn boring. Japanese as well, my brain can't function properly when i'm speaking japanese. I have to like, pause and think, before completing that particular sentence. Whatever la, pass can already.

Touch was okay, it could be better if i was on form. I played really bad today. But whatever it is, i just wanna get to top form on sat. There's a tournament at Turf City. Wish me luck!

Dear LAM HAO ZHI,
Your attendance record shows that you have been missing classes lately. We are concerned about your absence from classes and urge you to improve your attendance record.

Fuck you. =)

I don't know, i really don't.

I know i have not been blogging lately. My schedule is kinda tight and there seems to be nothing to blog about. Project deadlines are approaching, with most of them due next week, but none of them completed. Shiok balls! Oh well, i'm sure they will be done before their deadlines. I have faith in my groupmates. Hahaha! Alright, that's studies.

Touch rugby is as fun as ever. We did a new move today, it was executed very nicely. But i missed the pass. I don't know how it happened, but i was cursing myself after that. If it happens during tournament, starburst can really kick me in the ass. And fuck my shin, the pain is back again. Anyway, i think i will be starting work by end of this month. Singapore Flyer! I must try their popeyes man!

Things are so different now that you're gone, i thought it would be easy but i was wrong. And now, i'm caught in the middle.

Fill the emptiness in me.

In the blink of an eye, 2 weeks of break is over. I had lots of fun staying over, hanging out with friends and doing hell lots of other stuff. I intended to finish 3 out of 4 projects. But somehow, i'm not even done with 1. HAHA! But whatever it is, this break was alright. I had fun but lost some things as well. It could be better.

Shit man, SBR project gonna start all over again. And project deadlines will be closer with each passing day. I have not touched on 2 projects, how great can that be? Haha! Well, i guess we will play by ear and see how it goes™.

Today was a long day. I woke up at 8am to jog, after less than 6 hours of sleep which is definitely not enough. I realise my stamina dropped by quite a lot although i've been going for training. But i guess i made up for the extra distance after playing football in the evening. Yes, i know u must be thinking, "bloody hell, this guy spend the last day of his holiday like any other day."

That's all. Friendlies against RP on tues, wish me luck.

Stop Staring!

Hao! Stop staring!

Tonight

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
And every night I miss you,
I can just look up,
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you,
Tonight.

11:57pm

Photoshoped

Hungry!

It's 2.35am, and i just can't sleep.

Tues was great. I slept till 2pm, shiok man! I really need that sleep. Haha! Then rush to meet Junior Steph for lunch. I had nuggets which were wonderful. Best nuggets i've ever tried. I simply love good food! Haha! After that, went down for Touch! training.

Training was fun. We did the usuals, loops and switches before having some games. I need to improve my passes man, and my speed as well. I don't know what got into me, but my mind was blank for training today. Sucks.

Dinner was at 5 star chicken rice (oppo beauty world). Yes, that's good food as well. Haha. It's been 2 months since i last ate there. I need to visit it more often. After that, played Lan for an hour or so. I need these kind of chilling out man. Life is getting too stress.

I'm hungry now and there's no food at home. All that is left is biscuit and banana. It's time to stock up on snacks. Moreover, Euro 08 is here. Haha! Lays, Ruffles, Nachos, etc. =)