Stay home tuesday.

Today is stay home tuesday. I've been out for the past few days. And my mom is not happy. Hahaha.

Friday, went out and chill at gerald's place.
Sat, watched 2 faces of my girlfriend.
Sun, was too tired to even buy lunch.
Mon, went for interview at singapore flyer. High chance that i'll get that job, and watched fool's gold.

Therefore, i'm gonna be a good boy and stay home today. =) Makes no difference actually, i'll have to head out for trainings as well. Honestly, staying at home is boring. Unless i really really need to rest. Other that that, i'll prefer to be out.

It's 3am but i can't sleep.
I did something wrong and i feel so guility.
For the first time in many months,
i'm lost for words,
Sincerely sorry.

Exams Are Over!

Exams are over! Finally. Haha. The past 2 weeks were seriously very stressful. It's like, i know exams are coming but somehow, i can't myself to study. Hahaha. But i'm glad it's over and i feel satisfied with all the papers. Adding on the tuts and quiz, shouldn't be a problem passing. Definitely no A or B though.

I guess that's all i expect. What can i expect when i did not put in effort to study? Haha.
Summary:
ELS was ok, easier than expected. Can pass.
I screwed up my econs. Might fail but tut and quiz will pull it up.
Law was ok. Not so confident about it. I only use 1h15mins to finish it. Haha. But can pass la.

Now that holidays has started, i have no plans at all. No jobs or whatsoever. Only touch training, chalets and a trip to HK! Haha. I don't know how things will go, but i guess i'll take one step at a time.

Had a fun filled afternoon and hopefully, fun filled morning tml. Going to school for fun touch. =)

NEW UPDATE at 3:45am!
I'm at gerald's house now. Hahaha. There's fun touch later but we're not sleeping yet. Hahah. I think i'll be too tired to run later.

Oh! I saw her just now. With her bf at rail mall, sitting on the grass patch in each other's arms. Hahaha. Such a coincidence.

Boring Boring.

Damn it! Exams are just 2 days away and i'm here blogging. Ha. I don't give a shit. There is just too little time for too many things. Well, one way or another, revision can wait. It's always in the back of my mind, popping up every now and then, but i will always push it back. =)

I'm damn excited about the HK trip. But Mr tan still haven't contact me yet. I really really hope i can go. It's very bad to let you go alone right, lynette? Hahah.

Exams and stress,

Over You.

I never saw it coming.
And I should've started running a long long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you,
More than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces,
From spending all of these months,
Putting my heart back together.
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

One day after Vday.

Valentine's day is over. And today is yet another day. Will be going back to school AGAIN, to ask mr wee to explain some els concepts. I hope my running nose gets better tml. Getting sick on Vday is a privilege. Hahaha.

I simply spend my day slacking at home. Watched bleach to pass time. Touched a little on els so that i will not be a blur cock tml. Hahha.

Vday was interesting. Saw many couples on my way out just now.
2 years ago, i asked myself, "why don't you have a gf?"
1 year ago, i asked myself, "why do you have such a wonderful gf?"
Today, i asked myself, "what happen to that wonderful girl?"

Questions are different, but answers are the same. Simply, it's fate.

What upsets me most is my parents who are still having a cold war even though it is Vday. They have each other in their arms but they do not cherish each other. I want also don't have! But whatever it is, i hope it ends soon. I don't wanna get caught in the crossfire.

A very sincere thank you for the gifts today. You know who you are. =)

I Call It Love.

Happy Chinese New Year! Haha. Lunch was at tampinas. Damn, travelled all the way there. But it was worth it, since everyone came. It is a tradition that everyone will say whatever they wish for when laoing(mixing, or something like that) yu shang. I really don't know what i want this year. Especially since those made last year have not and will not come true. So i did not say anything. But it's nice to see that everyone is doing well. =)

Dinner at my maternal side. Walking distance, so it was alright. My father did not go, which is great. Privacy yea. So i shall not talk too much about it. Had steamboat and SHARK FIN SOUP! It was as great as last year's. Just that the ambience this year is a lot better. Well, the cold war has started. I don't know how long it will last but i don't give a shit either.

Time check: 1.43am. I've been having late nights recently. I hope it doesn't become a habit since i intend to work during the holidays and this will affect my studying as well. I think i found a bit of motivation, for law. When the teacher is good, the student will be encouraged to study for it. Haha.

Baby, I don't know what love is,
Maybe i'm a fool.
I just know what i'm feeling,
And it's all because of you.
Cuz they call it,
We call it,
You call it,
I call it,

Vodka's the cure.

Vodka's the cure boy. Got u completely out of my mind. Half absolut peach and half coke seriously tastes good. And i'm sorry i finish quite a bit of it. But well, too bad. Everything's in my stomach now. U guys can slowly enjoy the Absolut 100, which is so not nice when mixed. =)

Nothing to blog today, spent my day lazing around. Drinking and playing. I cannot even play properly la. Had to ask my brother to stand in for me several times. Ha, but he was a great help.

I don't know what to do right now. But it seems that i'm trying to fly away before my shadow is fully casted. And flying away, not bothering to notice my wings have fallen off.

Oh, thanks steph, for all the encouragement. Very much appreciated. =)