Stop and stare.

Back to school for HK trip briefing. Not bad, had lots of fun with simon, lynette, andrew and gang. Mr tan was seriously hilarious. He's really nice and friendly. Just a bit er-hem! Hahha.


I saw her today, and all the memories start flowing back. And emo-ness starts to set in. For that short period of time, it sucks, totally. But whatever it is, i'm feeling a lot better now. I guess what i felt today was just "withdrawal symptons." =) Trust me, i have got over her, completely.

Stop and stare,
I think i'm moving but i go nowhere.
I start to wonder why i'm here but not there.

I was going through my stuff when i realise that the presents she got me was still there. I thought it was lost and that it is a blessing in disguise. I looked through it a couple of mins ago and realise there were so many things inside! Every piece brings back really sweet memories.

There was an unused photo frame. I didn't use it because there were so many photos of us that i like. I simply do not know which one to use. A testube with sweet nothings. A broken up heart shaped key chain. I got a piece and she has one too. Oh fiona shen, this is the one i talked to u about. Hahaha.

A sentosa entry ticket for our 1 year anni and her birthday celebration. We caught the sunset there. But it was covered by clouds. =( There was also a card she gave me after our Os. Which goes something like, our Os is over but not our r/s.(in short)

17 paper hearts, 2 straw hearts, 2 roses made from the wrapper of FR and 1 straw star in a collon chocolate box. 18 yellow, 18 red, 18 blue and 18 green straw hearts in a small cardboard. If i remember correctly, it was given to me during my 16th birthday. Haha.

But this time, i made sure it went down the rubbish bin(the big one). Sad, but true. It's over and will nv be the same again. Yes, i still see u once in a while. But i'll get used to it soon and will feel nothing when i see u. =)