Stress up shit.

Sometimes, there's just so many things to think about, to sort out, i wish i was dead.

I'm rather pissed off tonight, and will be for the next few days. Until i sort everything out, which is like totally impossible. I wish there is this suppressing pill which will help me suppress everything inside, hide my emotions and tired-ness. Maybe, put a smile on my face.

Sometimes, or rather, everytime, it's really hard to do that. To force this half dead body to wake up, wear a smile and prepare for school.

There's just so many issues going on which needs an answer. I'm tired and stressed, i really am.